I want... to get over my fear of not knowing where something is going, I want to love with out expectation and trust that the people I chose to keep around me act out of love and integrity and are on the same path of progress and creation as I am.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
Elbo Room San Francisco
Valentines Day 2011 Monday, February 14th
featuring live performances...
HOT POCKET (Bayonics Rhythm Section) along w/ BROOKLYN RED 40LOVE (Dream Music)
music provided by...
THE WHOOLIGAN (40Love/Om Records)
Elbo Room 647 Valencia Street, San Francisco Monday, February 14th, 2011 10:00PM - 2:00AM
$2 DRINK SPECIALS ALL NIGHT!! PARTY FAVORS THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT!! $5 COVER before 11pm $8 COVER after 11pm 21+
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
Wednesday, February 09, 2011
Friday, February 04, 2011
Whether the fear stemmed from experiencing what kind of damage that indulgence into what the status quo would refer to as evil, bad... qualities of my self, or if the fear is the rationalized fears of others... all I know the fear of facing powerful and seductive energy of the feminine being has caused me some inner turmoil. The unknown, for me is my greatest fear, to not have an idea of what the outcome will be makes it hard to want to face my own transformation.
When things change there always seems to be some losses and the feeling of some kind of loss, but ultimately it's to make room for some gains.
As a youth I was often labeled delinquent, and at the onset of my early adult hood I had to fight against old habits of delinquent and immature coping mechanisms. Now cycling into my later 20's I feel a shift, a transformation... old temptation doesn't feel as appealing anymore, but believe you me new temptations have taken its place. I feel more equip to handle situation that once felt overwhelming but at the same time have to let go because the journey ahead of me needs the space for new situations and experiences.
The transformation is another death... then of course "The Rebirth of Nina Parks"